I sit here listening to Iris for those of you who are asking who's iris those of you who happen to not know that is my youngest Boxer. She is being a big whiner this week whine whine whine! Daddy is out of town TDY and she hasn't done this much and when she has to she is just miserable. Poor baby the others are used to it although my oldest cat Isis and Mufasa my oldest boxer get really pissed they just deal. Zeus the youngest cat just doesn't really give a shit. He is just a hang twenty kinda dude. Ya know a cat that has tude and rules in his world he is ZEUS after all!
So tomorrow is my big 40th. For real? I mean in the grand scheme of things should it matter as much as I feel like it does? If not then why do I feel like shit? I hated 35 but not as much, I have a hard time growing older maybe part of it is it means my kids are growing older I don't know either way IT SUCKS! Mike's not home and to be honest that pisses me off, we haven't had too many of my B-Day's together, so here it is just me and Hayley. I know Hay will make the best of it she always has tried to cheer me up whenever I am blue so no worries there. But I can't figure out a thing to do at all!!!! I just want to stay in bed all day ya know? Or fast forward through the day make it go go gadget go. Won't matter one bit if Mike comes home and tries to make up for being gone like he said he would to late then don't wanna do it twice DUH!!!!! then Mom and dad wanna do something Sunday so wait that means that'll be 3 times gotta say a serious FUCK that!!!! That would make me feel like I am 120 years old. Instead of 40 Shut The Front Door hell to the NO! Anyway enough about my B-Day it's coming fast and furious will spend today being 39 and that's that! One more day in my 30's.....
Well I guess I will make this one shorter than normal time to run the errands. But will close one this one. thinking I hate it when people don't call back or answer e-mail or messages! It's seriously rude and beyond irritating what ever happened to manners I guess they disappeared with the century huh?