Let's think for a moment. This TV Show(Leave It To Beaver for those of you who I have lost) portrays this family from a place and time that was made up in a world that just didn't exist the "Twilight Zone" if you will. (That was an awesome show) It's never existed why? Because people it was TV, TV and TV is just a bunch of Bull Shit! I mean check it, the Munsters they thought they were normal and Marylin was the screwed up one. I will admit this was like and still is one of my most favorite TV shows why? Marylin of course what the hell? I AM Marylin! I am the abnormal one in a dysfunctional no leave it to beaver family which never existed except on TV in the Twilight Zone! Is this making sense to anyone but me I ask? Probably only a few select readers and those of you that it does well guess the hell what welcome to Marylin's world!
Today I am writing about the old shows and maybe even will touch on new ones just because this is my Fucking blog and guess what? No one controls what I write about here CUZ IT"S MY BLOG! Smiling like the Cheshire Cat of course. There is a reason behind my madness believe it or not, isn't there always? :) A friend who I haven't heard from in a long time in fact months actually I am not sure the last time I heard from her. Not important just rambling. Anyway, we were childhood friends and she seems to be the only childhood friend left that I can actually pick up a conversation with where we left off. make amends from JR High not even remembering why we had to and move the hell forward. So this friend has been going through a real hard time, thanks Obabma's world. Anyway we both have families that are alike in a lot of ways and I shake my head and say where is The Beaver when ya need him anyway and the answer he is at bad boy Eddie Haskle's house and they are in the Twilight Zone. Because Frickin' Beaver and his family are full of shit!!! Nothing ever works out so simple. No nothing is ever that easy. And let's face it what kid ever acts that way? I mean we all go around saying If I had ever acted that way, talking about our kids other kids whatever..blah blah blah hell we know what would have happened for sure. Yep some of us would have been beat to hell and back, some grounded for weeks, and some well just flippin' ignored. But for real was it ever just "now beaver blah blah" in a super clam lovin' manner. And now ? WTF look at the kids today outta control a lot of 'em anyway. Crazy! We blame it on society, TV, and on and on and on shit come on it's all Beaver's fault and we all know it! Because we are broken over the generations we have longed for what they "used" to have. Some of us are succeeding in this we are breaking the mold! And some are just walking around lost and their hearts just don't give a flying frogs ass so they medicate their kids to shut 'em up ones that don't need it. Oh my oh my he/she's ADHD/ADD the teacher doesn't wanna deal with it the parent doesn't wanna hear it MEDICATE MEDICATE!!!!! So then how in the hell are we ever supposed to figure out if a child's mind is truly touched? Ahh it's the Leave It To Beaver Syndrome. Hurry we must make appearances we must be perfect, try a little harder, stand a little taller, watch your mouth, be popular. And on and on. Half of the adults I know suffer from what their DYSFUNCTIONAL "Munster" parents did to them they walk around with holes in their souls preaching I will never be like......Then one morning they wake up look in the mirror self evaluate after a huge ass fight with a child, husband, wife, parent, grown siblings, and say, SHUT THE FRONT DOOR (shut the fuck up) I am JUST LIKE........ are you fucking kidding me? And the tears roll and shit maybe goes flyin' ad nothing in your life has changed you just carried the ball into the next generation and you are now spreading the toxicity into the following.. Me? I am Marylin! Different and working damn hard and have all of my children's life to be a different type of Mom getting a lot of shit along the way, but one thing is for fucking certain MY KIDS!!!! although different don't dwell in the damn TWILIGHT ZONE their life is real, touchable, attainable, above all Full of Love and HONEST!!!!
So there it is I guess I could just ramble on about this subject but I am gonna leave it there for now. I am no perfect Mom and there are days I put on a smiley face and drop my personalty my true self for Military Wife reasons but those are the days I must for respect, the respect I bare for Mike. Other than that take it or leave it. I am Honest, My kids are honest they and I well, it just is what it is if anyone can't love us and accept us for EVERY single fraction or molecule of who we are we just don't give a shit. I DON"T give a shit! Cuz Me I am Marylin Munster!!!!! The Outcast. :) Non-Normal and just well dysfunctional.
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